Broken Down Memories

Undress my soul

Relieve my heart

Batter my brains

Fresh new start

Stop, take a breath

For there's merely one more

Give back my essence

When you walk out the door

Wait, don't leave yet

Trembling with fear

For all I have left

Is your shirt that I wear

Feeling your hands

Wrapped around my heart

It's you in my thoughts

You tear me apart

Words, night after night

Losing sleep

Why do we fight

Together we're not

Together we share

Together we laugh

Your hands through my hair

Silence 

You didn't call

Could it be 

Another wall

Screaming your name

Deep in my sleep

Promises empty

Forever to keep

Time's going by

Staring at your watch

Part of it stopped

But still tics and it tocs 

The band is now wearing

My heart has been tearing

Fearing your lies

Full of denies

Part of me shakes

Our destiny quakes

High are the stakes

My body, it aches

You say you've much to lose

I say you've much to gain

What does it matter now

I'm stuck with this pain

Feeling you cold

You stumble your words

Empty, no caution

Sharp are your swords

Words without thought

Empty your voice

My heart has been open

You left me no choice

Your message so vague

Along with your heart

The storm has been coming

Our worlds are apart 

Shredding the memories

Well, those in my mind

The loss of you carries

Inside you will find

Frowning, but happy

I hear you are well

Once in awhile

I think of your smell

Embracing the fire

The heat by my side 

Feeling your touch

Your warmth and desire

Feelings, now empty

Traveled so far

Settles down nicely

Not even a scar

I'd still go the distance

My darling, my dear

Maybe this time

We'll be together

The new year

Dream of you plenty

Twice in one night

Fragrant your pillow

Solid and flight

Firm is your nature

Stubborn and cold

Warm hearted savior

Full frontal and bold

Stare at your pictures

Torn in despair

The quality wretched 

I don't even care

Empty but crying

Sobbing about

Frowning til morning

Say it, don't shout

Embracing your essence

Your magical touch

Full of delight

Miss you so much

Another tear dropping

I thought you called my name

Broken down memories

Again and again